Decisions

I have always thought that I dealt with things head on and in a practical and robust way...however it has come to my attention that maybe in comparison to the usual people around me I have always done this very seemingly effectively. However as soon as I look at myself from a wider perspective I feel that my decisions en route and the mental state of my solitary hours are very much not what I want and not what I am or stand for. I need to take some time out and reevaluate my inner self,my hopes, my dreams and my temptations!!!