Remembrance

Remember M

Remember E

Put them together

and remember ME

Hanya x

emptiness

nothing more left to say
words have abandoned me
no energy left to search for them
letters sent that form words feel foreign
you have given me the way forward
though you set me back
lost in a vast abyss
searching for direction
for me, myself & I
no more questions
no more setbacks
no more animosity
Hanya x

"If I cast my eyes before me, towards an infinite space in which I do not exist
And if I look behind me, what a terrible procession there in which I do not exist
And how little space I occupy in this first bit of time"

I am not sure where I got this quote from, however I have carefully scribed it in my little diary back in 1997

Mysterious TIME

Where are you leading me O'time?
How long shall I follow you?
Upon this mysterious road

How long shall my soul ascend
and descend on this twisting
and rocky path.

Like a lost child I'm following you,
holding on to you for my dreams,
and attracted to you
by an inner force within me which I can not deny.

Halt for a moment,
Let me learn, the secret of my existance,
stop, for I am weary and my soul is dying
Wait I'm stumbling in the darkness.
Let me surrender,
keep grasping my hand in yours
keep embracing my body with yours
Take me but never lead me.

February 7th 1997

Freedom
Please give me space
Space to breathe the fresh air
to feel the breeze on my face
Please let me free, free to run after the wind
which will lead me to the earths end,
so that i can decide my own fate, fate which is destined
Destined for me.
Please let me free, for my inner self is yearning to be released
Please feel and grant my only wish;
                                           Freedom!
Hanya

A Belief

Come to me sweet child
do not weep for your fate is already written
written for you to cry or laugh.
Please don't shed tears for if you smile that is your fate