TiMeLeSs QuAlItY

• REMIND ME OF THAT TIME
• show me that time
• A TIME GONE BY
• a time lost but not forgotten
• A TIME WITH TIMELESS QUALITY
• a time with all i thought i needed
• SHOW ME THAT TIME
• remind me of that time

for a second......

What to a make of it?

His swagger

His look

His Laugh

His manner

His Jovialness

His Craziness

But does he?

Will he?

Is he?

What to make of the outwardly glance?

...the moment of stillness

if only for a second

the beat of my heart

still

if only for a second.......

HANYA

How can one tell?

how can one tell

how one is feeling
if all one's life you have lived a lie
a lie that started with no end in sight
a lie that brought you the good and the sad
a lie that engulfs you with every breath
a lie that you did not tell but it engulfed your life
so now you live a life

• so false
• so fake
• such a farce 

Hanya

Fear

With these feelings, I walk the rope -

Afraid - not of the fall but of the fear of falling

Hanya

maybe it is.....

Crazy as it may be

lonely as it maybe

the love for solitude

is not crazy to me

Peace around me

no one near me

hearing my thoughts

all alone in me

brings me to think

that crazy as it may seem

lonely as it may seem

the love for solitude

is not as crazy as it may seem

Hanya

The Fire is on

Neglected my blog for a very long time but the amount of thoughts I have accumulated should keep me busy for some time. 

I am going through many views, feelings and emotions all day and everyday.
It is time to create and recreate myself from scratch. Falling, brushing down and getting up seems to be the story of my life.
My exterior never gives away my feelings however inside the heat is on and I am on fire. Don't want to smoulder anymore, want to keep it bright and alive.